Sorry I have not Wrote in a couple of days.
I have been out doing things and spending money that I don't have!

I have to study for the GED test Saturday.
So I might or might not post to much this week.

However,
I never knew how much toys cost till I went to buy Colby Christmas! As of right now I have only got him about 10 or 11 things and that was just about $100 bucks!

Well I have nothing to write about.. Other then just going on about nothing like I have done. So I will go now.

Always,
Kt Mae

Happy Turkey day

everyone!

Continued from Tuesday

My mother told me she would have dropped out to if they had told her that. She said she would not blame me for leaving. Then when I told her I did leave and I'm not going back to school. She lost it on me. Which I don't blame her at all. If my son ever tells me he is dropping out of school, I might be a little pissy!

There is not really anything more to say.
Well other then it's 2 or 3 years later and I still have not taking my GED.
Now that I'm trying I can't remember a damn thing I did learn in school.

Linny wrote about me skipping school Monday. So hear is my story about it.

For as long as I can remember I have always had trouble in school. I was not like all the other kids. It took me a little longer to learn things. So there for I was not in to school at all. I did not care if I past my classes or if I would graduate. The only reason I went to school is because my mother and father made me.
But when I got older, I came to relies that I needed to go to school in order for me to go to law school. So I tried my best! I worked harder, stayed after school for help, did more work to try to bring my grades up so I would pass that year. No matter how hard I tried, nothing ever worked.

I was in work study so I got out of school at 12pm on some days and 1pm other days. I worked at "Up the Creek Fish Camp and grill". I worked Sunday threw Thursday from 3pm too 10:30pm. On Friday and Saturday 3pm till 11:30pm. Then for a while I was working at subway on my too days off from 3pm till 12pm then I would go home and sleep and do it all over again! I was tired and all I did was go. I was trying to save money so I could go to law school...( well not law school. I wanted to be a paralegal.<-Don't know how to spell that)

However,
My 11th grade year my teacher came up too me and asked me to come to her office when I got a chance. So when I went during lunch that day. When I walked in her and a couple of my other teachers were there also. They sate me down and gave me the story on how I was not going to grad. form high school. They told me that I would walk with my class but I would not be a grad. I would just have a Cer. of attendants (don't know how to spell those two). We talk for a long while about other things. Then they told me that I would still have to take my GED after high school. I was so upset...no no no I was not upset, I was way past upset!
I asked them why I would have to take my GED when I was working harder then anyone and was doing x-tra work to try and bring up my grade. I did not understand why this was happening to me. I worked so hard and did my best to pass my classes. I seen all my dreams go up in smoke!!!
So I just left school that day.. I did not go back after that day other then to turn in my books.
I was not about to stay in school when that peace of paper I was going to get was going to mean nothing to any other school that I wanted attend. I said fuck it, I'm just going to take my GED now and not deal with this any more.

To be continued....


P.S.
If I missed spelled anything....Sorry

ummm....well damn
I have nothing to write about today!
Sorry

TGIFF

Dear Fucker
You are my fucking friend,
And I hope you know that fucking true
No matter what the fuck happens,
I will stand the fuck by you.
Whenever the fuck you need me,
To lend a fuckin hand,
To do a fuckin good deed.
So just fucking call on me,
Whenever the fuck you need anything.
Fuck.....I will always be there,
Even to the bitter fuckin end.

I found that on some site and it just sounded a lot like me. lol

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I'm so happy it's Fridayay. I don't know why its not like I do anything diff. Well other then I get someone to keep Colby on the weekends.

Everyone have a great fucking weekend and I wil ltalk to everyone later!

A good friend of mine that I have known for about 15 years now names Krystal has went and got her self knocked up! (prego) Which that is ok. * I Guess* but now she is going to marry him on Jan. 29, 2006. Which that's ok too

However, let me tell you a little about more about what's going on. Krystal had a hard time when she was younger. Her dad beat her and her mom..Well..She is just nuts....So she has not been loved like a person growing up has. So now she is looking for someone to love and take care of her no matter what.

Her last boyfriend beat her got her doing drugs and doing god only knows what else. She stayed with him for over a year. I had to go pick her up in the middle of the night a couple of times and take her to go get her shit from his house a few times also. Which every time I told her I would never do it again. But when she calls me at all hour's of the night asking me to come help her I'm always there in the blink of an eye. So I got her to leave him for good about 3 or 4 months ago.

Then she went and found an old friend and starting sleeping with him. Then she found another guy named Dustin who is 24 and has an X-wife and 2 little boys. Which he does not see or talk to his kids that I know of! So she was sleeping with both of them for about a week or so before she just wanted to see Dustin. So they have been with one another for about a month of so now.

She called me one night and told me she was prego. Then a night or two later she calls me and tells me she is going to marry him in Jan. I was like HUH?! To much to fast for her. If you knew her you would feel the same as I do.

O yea, when she was 17 or 18 she got prego and her mom made her give it up for adoption.
She has still yet to gite over that. But, I don't blame her for that!

To make this a little shorter.

Dustin could be the father or that other guy could be.
No1 knows but her and she is saying it is Dustin.

From the way I hear Dustin talk to her he is the same way as her X.

He tells her what, when, and how she can do things.

AND NOW SHE IS GOING TO MARRY HIM!!!!!

I just don't know what to do.

I'm still sick and I don't want to deal with this.
But all of our other friends feel the same way and they come to me..

O'Lord what do I do?

Today I'm sick

I feel like shit today.

I just hope it gets better because I don't want Colby to get it.

I can't breath at all!

I want to crawl in the bed and curl up in a ball and just lay there all damn day.

ok bye, Kt Mae

BLAH!!!

Well today was like any other day. I got up and dressed went to the store and got lunch with Crystal and then came home and Lauren came over and we have been doing...Well...Nothing at all but watching TV and talking... Fun Stuff huh? Well maybe I will find something better to write about later on....Kt Mae

I wish I had a babysitter for the night.
I feel like shit.
All I want to do is sleep.

I think I 'm getting a cold or something!

Happy HNT

Well I was going to post one of my back. However I could not take a good my self.
So now you have my ear!!!

Well people I need help

I don't know what to do for HNT on Thursday. So if anyone thinks of anything let me know. Cause I have no clue on what to do! :o) Please

Birthday pic's of Colby with Chris family!

playing on his car that he got.

Colby's Birthday cake
Before

Colby's Birthday Cake
After

Colby had a very good birthday weekend I should say! He had to parties and has more toys and cloths then he will ever need....

Another thing that Colby did is put my cell phone in a glass of tea! So I did not have a phone all weekend and the one I have now is a pile.....Don't you just love kids!!!!!!!

well I really don't have anything to write about other then just stuff that no1 will care about so I will go now...

have a good day everyone!!!!!Kt Mae

O, and I just liked this pick.

Today is Colby's first Birthday!!!

I can't believe he is one today. It seems just like yesterday that he was born. I don't want him to grow up. That may sound odd but I don't. I want him to talk and walk and then just stop.

He has two Birthday parties. One today and one Sunday night.

Happy Birthday little man!

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PX talk me into it!!!

My first HNT...

I cant think of anything to write about so these is what you get!

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Princess Pessimism made a good point!!!!

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RIP

My cat is driving me crazy!

Well this is my cat. His name is coon, kitty, gray balls and other names like that. We could never think of a name for him. So he has about 4 or 5 that he comes too.
This is what my cat does every time I try to get on the computer. He likes to stand up, right in front if the screen. He just stands there for some reason or another. I will make him lay down, but then a few mins. later he will go right back to standing right there in my damn way.
I don't know why.
No matter how many times I move him he jumps right back up here.
It drives me up the wall!!
He fights me when I try to move him.
It would not bother me as much if he would stay down out of the way.
Like right now he is just upside down looking at me.
Crazy ass cat if you ask me!!!

Sorry I had to put one of me and him on here!!!!

Halloween Pic's of Colby

Well here's my little man!!

He is just so damn cute!!!
Everyone loved him
Most of the people we went to would not let us leave.
They wanted to play with him.